Ninja spot

wow! I don't know about you but I had a fun night, the day was okay, but it felt good to just stay at home and watch re-runned movies on TBS.My night started off with calling stephanie, and seeing what she was doing after work cause I was in town for the weekened.She  called me back telling me that she was about to be off and wanted to do something, she called Andy telling him he was hungry and before you know it we along with the rest of  Andy's friends meet at the parking lot, we stayed there for about a good while before decideing that we actually wanted to go to IHOP, but dude it was an interesting ride on the way to IHOP, haha it ended up with the car I was riding in not getting a ticket. I say  not getting a ticket because although we was speeding we managed to get out of it, haha the power of being honest: Cop: do I have to tell you what you did or do I have to explaine to you?; Harry: No officer I'm not even gonna lie I was speeding, Cop: well okay you know becauseof your honesty I'm not going to give you a ticket right?, and that all what happened, but the speed ride there was fun, zooming through cars, it felt like something form tokyo drift, okay not as fast as like the one in TD  but close I guess.The others didn't get a ticket because Warren and Andy breaked and slowed down because they saw the cop coming, Warren slowed down turned into the gas station ,into the parking lot, turned off the car, got out of the car and started talking on his cell like nothing happned.It took him like less than 15 sec. to get into that ninja spot, haha it was funnyAnywho we end up going to IHOP and ended having a good time,eating, reminceing about good times, and that whole not eating until everyone gets there food is a good idea, because when we all got our food it was cool cause when we did, we didn't pray, but we did cheers to something, which was, good times and many more times. awww. but yeah,it's never a dull moment with them .Kept me laughing all night, or morning because it all of a sudden became morning, wow see how time flies when your having fun? it goes too fast," the party is better when you remember it."My first day of school was fun, I really enjoyed it, there were so many things going on and I LOVED it.The onky thing I was bitter about was when my class started before me, I thought my philosophy class started at 11am but no it actually started at 10:30am .I was so bitter until I found that out, but it's chill cause Imma be front row for that class tuesday, man I still gotta buy my books for the rest of my classes, it's strange cause scholl started on thursday and I have no classes on Friday.I still gotta pick up my last pay check tomorrow at like 1pm and then be heading back to san jose from there.oh and guess what I changed my myspace page,it moves now, haha. well anywho good night and take care, thanks for listening to my story. "coco"  

give me them cookies

wow I can't believe summmer is almost over, dude I go back to school pretty soon on the 11th.dude that's like this saturday.I'm not gonna lie I'm pretty scared more than excited.I mean people who already have been there freshman year already have there own friends and cliques, and me coming in is gonna be like an invasion.but I guess Imma just go in there with open arms, if you like like me then lets be friends, if not then you can be my biggest fan.I don't know.I have no idea where my life is going right now.I feel like I don't wanna go there anymore or maybe I do, but I'm just feeling kinda blah right now, thats why I'm saying stiff like this.I hate staying at home, because it allows me to think and when I think I over analyze shit,usually Im right but whatever.If I had the choice I would be out and about everyday, never going home and like just chillen, okay enough about me and all that, lets talk about my summer, looking back what did I do this summer? lets see, took a class at city, met some people, got a job at vs, which was a new experience.I could probably tell you everything you need to know about bras and the different types of underwares there are, but yeah besides the point, met new friends along the way, random nights where we hung out till 5 in the after noon- the next day, bonfires with andy, tapioca with stephanie,some club days with mah girl Justina,wow this summer was pretty productive, made money, spent money,recaped with old friends.This summer was okay, if you ask me about summer lovin? naw it don't ring a bell, heart was broken :( in the fall, but it's okay though all we gotta do is just keep on movin, and just hope over love carries on, to someone else who is more deserving, but damn!!!!.but yeah it don't ring a bell cause I was so busy, had no time for one. All you gotta do now is party like a rock star, and go to the tropics to sipp pina coldas.

chubby chasers? wtf?

I was watching this movie yesterday called,"I now pronounce you chuck and larry" and during the movie this term, "chubby chasers" came into the dialog. From the movie a a chubby chaser is someone who is attracted to people who are size sexy, not over weight, size sexy. I'm all thinking maybe the reason wh some people are like that because being with a size sexy mate gives them comfort. People who have parents that are size sexy or who use to be size sexy themselves find what they find attractive because that is their preference and that's whats up.People come in all shapes and sizes and so does a strong connection with  a person.Plus i THINK that that the term" chubby chaser" is a term that is totally wrong,  Another story that relates to this is that of my friend, who has this crush on a guy, she says that he's everything she want's in a guy.YOu know the type to be artist with spoken word, graffiti, art, and just very intellectual, and to some it all up, he is very passionate in what he does and I guess that's what she likes about him.She says that he is all this and that, but the probelm is that he is short.She is around 5'0 and she says he is around her height if not  and inch or two taller, regardeless, sometimes if you focus on people's flaws she may miss out on a great person.If he is half the person she say he is ,then I say take a risk, life's to short the be thinking, should I? .For her, I'm getting the vibe that " image " is very important to her, she wants to be able to look at the guy and be like damn!, but it doesn't hurt to just be their friend or at least a best friend. That brings me to this conclusion the meaning of life, you know what the answer is... and the answer is.... the law of attraction, people are attracted to a certain group of friends or people because they see something in them that they themselves have or may want to acquire.Not money persay, but personality and how they act wise. Like for example my friend finds this guys attractive because she sees something in him that she might like to become passonate about .I can't lie people who are passion are attratcive, passionate about anything in particular like a hobby they may enjoy.This dude that my friend somewhat finds attractive does spoken word, he has found his sense of place, you can tell by the way he dresses, acts, or re-acts.hip hop is not just a form of music it is a life style.She feels that he has so much passion that it exsudes of his pores, at least that's what she says.I say go for it.More power to you and eveyrone else who has a passion.More power to the people who are chubby chasers, skinney chasers, whatever they may find attractive.As long as your happy, my mom is with someone who she finds attractive after all these years and that 's a beautiful thing. Too wake up to someone and say damn, you look just as good as the first day I met you is cool. Shows that their love for each other is real and is content with one another.I hope to find someone that like my dad.I thought I did at one point, but it turned out other wise. I keep my heart away from hate and that's whats up. Never holding grudges, forgiving but as people we never seen to forget no matter how hard we try.It's all about the process in time where we start to forgive, that helps us move on.

when the opurtunity presents itself...

it was a cool day until this someone starts to yell

wow! today was my first day at my new job for the summer.... don don don donnnnnnnnn!....haha... Victoria's Secret in Serramonte mall.I felt like it was a cool first day you know only worked from 9-5:30pm, it was alright.The most of the people there are alright.The manager there seems pretty friendly and so do the other girls who work there except for one.I don't know her name , and really I don't care to learn it cause she was some what rude to me today.You know my first day and she was asking me if I was me and asked if she was covering the sexy little things side and I was like I think so.When I really didn't know because I had no idea where that other lady girl went, adn so I was like...so your suppose to be here?... and she was like (in an attitude) like "I guess".I 'm all thinking in my head like okay.... whatever... let it go....but damn she didn't need to act like that ....mean.....The I later talked to one of the employees who some waht seems nivce and I told her about the situation earlier and she as like yeah she the other co-worker was mean because she was made because the lady boss put her in the front and she didn't want to be in the front, and supposively everyone knows that she doesn't like to be in the front, but the lady boss didn't know that because she herself it new to that branch.So I was thinking well okay if she was mad she didn't need to give me any attitude ,the person who she should've given an attitude was towards the person who put her in the front, not me, you feel me? but oh well....that's her she might be one of the pretty girls there but have the ugliest personaility. My other co-workers on the other hand are pretty nice, this girl from HI is pretty cool , this girl who from TEXAS is cool ,sergio 's sister is cool and so forth and so on.Dude I work next to my old BDE  friend, she works at the childrens place, it's so cool .She saw me in the store and told me that the other BDE staff perosn might also work there and I was like cool.The mall is being renovated, that's why it look all different and maybe small.I wanted to get some crepes for lunch but they didn't have the store .so I was like damn.... and so I decided to have a hot dog instead. it was cool. but dude it was weird this old filipino guy came up to me and was like ..yeah your beautuful and blah blah blah....some...some..maybe I don't need to go to the philippines to look for a wife because I have found her,.....balh blah blah...I'm all trryna laugh it off like haha yeah (bs,bs,bs), dude he gave me his number and tried to make me remeber it.He wa like do you have a godd memory? I was like photographic, and she recited it to me and I was....in my head....I said photographic.... not, quantitative.....,I ain't gonna really remeber that shit ... anywho I was like saying some bs like yeah Imma  give the number to my auntie..so that he can leave... and thank goodness he left.Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! that is like an insult to me,most men are all dogs, want it how ever they can, bitch please!!!!!!!!! I dare a 40 year old man,who almost look like he can pass for my daddy to step up to me, and see what happens.But any guys 18-23 hollah....hehehe...., but yeah mostly after that everything was cool ,he didn't come back, whew! (thank goodness, or else I was gonna call security),but damn can you blam him though.I can blame a guy wanting to come up to me young or old, and tell I'm beautiful.I mean damn....naw just kidding....but yeah dude he came up to me because he thought that I was smiling at him....dude!.......I smile at everyone..who walks into that store....it's part of my job....but yeah wnywho, after a while there weren't that many customers or the store somehwat slowed down a little,and eventually I went home. oh , oh,oh and guess what at the bus stop this old filipina lady , I would say around 60-70 years old started talking to me at the bus top.She was like  oh where are you from? I was like CALIFOIRNIA, she was like no, she meant to say where are your parents froma nd I was like the philippines.Then she was like oh do you speak your language? I was like no...then I said.... a little... then she went rambling off about religion and Jesus and heaveN ,Talking about pride, and the church gospel the priest had talked about in church and that's why I should go to church.I was like going along with it and you know just to be nice, but then she started talking about pride again and how me having pride was a bad thing and it somehwhat had referrred to me not knowing how to speak the filipino laguage adn I was like ....., then this lady somehwat defended me and was like it's not her fault and was like it's not her fault because she was born here, and the old lady was like it's still no reason and started telling her all the different laguages she speaks and I was like.. in my mind....getting irritated, but kept it cool......you know how many poeple have acted like that towards me because I don't speak the language.I ain't tryna conform and learn to speak it because she told me that I was bad becausae I didn't know how to speak the laguage.....bitch........, if she wasn't old I woulda told her off....,she probably was referring to me having pride, by like me being big headed, but I am far from that, but still why do I have to cover how I look like, it you want me to be modest I am. Curtious, yes....modest..always...but yeah anywho, I woulda told that lady off, and be like bitch look here.....haha... no ... but be graceful and say what I had to say, so defenitly telling her off, but doing it kindly, that always gets people ,because they think your mocking them, but anywho I'm over it, she needs to know that we are  not in the philippines anymore and that this is america, of course the principles aND VALUES OF a filipino household are there, but don't you ever critized the way I was raised ,where I was born , but lady , you don't know shit....(EXCUSE ME)...  and next time I will be ready....,don't care if your old or not.....maybe....( but the lady yelled at me!) and that's something u should've never have done.my parents don't do that to me and I sure don't want to hear it from someone I don't even know....